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Before...

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Veteran Member
Premium Member
Before
Despair becomes rational
Hell becomes perpetual home
Before
My sins leave no light
And no path back to you is possible
Before
I rebel against you
And Iblis handpicks me as his chosen companion
Before
I accuse your Guides as being sorcerers
And leave no room for faith
Before
I see conspiracy in your graces
And become blind to all the breathing you breathed to us
Before
No word can avail me
And no army of Angels can save me
Forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me
For the dark deeds that have no excuse
For the heinous crimes that can't be spoken about
Forgive me
For the lack of shame by your sight
And taking advantage of your compassion and forgiveness
Before
I recklessly destroy all hope
Before I change every favor into ingratitude
Before
I run away from your path
To misleading ways
I ask you
To forgive me
Forgive me
And erase and blot out from me
Every evil that has remained with me
Every vice
And purify me
A purification
That leaves me never again turning back
With complete resolve to move ahead
A purification
That makes me appreciating blessings
And makes me appreciate the appreciation of the blessings
A purification
That gives me insights to your holy book
And makes me perceive the insights left by your chosen ones
A purification
That leaves no room for the dark forces to cause doubts
That removes all irrational thoughts
A purification
That makes generous and loving to your creation
And not chasing after the winds of low desires
Before
I lose my soul
before...
I lose you O God for good
For that is the loss of all losses
And loss of pleasures pale in comparison
And say I can handle the pains of your flames
How can I endure pain knowing I have disappointed you and incurred your wrath?
Forgive me my Lord
Before nothing remains of the treasured blessings from you
And all is turned to curses used by your enemies
Forgive me my Lord
And heal me the evil of my enemies
From Human and Jinn
Amen Lord of the Worlds.
 

`mud

Just old
Premium Member
Only two words here...
Fear Guilt
Maybe remorse ?

I'm wandering......what did he do ?
 

`mud

Just old
Premium Member
Death is the presence of no cognizance.
Life is the presence of gnosis, and cognizance.
God has nothing to do with life into death.
Life is only a transference into another form.
The `lifeform` exists in memory only, in others.

Those memories will form the future.
 

Howard Is

Lucky Mud
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I feel like I’m talking about you behind your back here. But I guess you posted to communicate and get a response.

My take is that this is autobiographical, and you are now at odds with a ‘past life’, and those you shared it with.
I also sense that a conflation of your religious impulse and purposes you rejected has left you conflicted, and now you have to pick them apart.

Like giving yourself a heart transplant without anaesthesia.
 

Link

Veteran Member
Premium Member
I was listening to Du'a AlHazeena taught by Ahlulbayt (as) which is much better and more eloquent than my poem, but it inspired me to write this poem.

That is all that really happened haha.
 

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Veteran Member
Premium Member
Who or what is Du'a AlHazeena ?

It's a prayer to be recited after the night prayer (which is optional prayer but the best optional salah you can do) and it's taught by Ahlulbayt (as) and it means "The prayer of sadness".
 

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Veteran Member
Premium Member
If you see the prayer:

You will see the similarity of course the prayer is much more eloquent especially in Arabic.
 
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