If you have felt the Presence of God pursuing you, as you said, which I appreciated, had you met the conditions for that Love? Or was that Love there, regardless of where you were at in your world, pursuing you, unconditionally?
In my life, my mother's love was always unconditional. She was a gateway, a lesson for me to see God beyond my own separated life when the time came for me to reach out into the Unknown of life beyond death facing that Abyss. My experience of God, was absolute and unconditional Love beyond any possibility of anything outside of that Love. If unconditional love exists in this world, as it did in my mother, it comes from God.
I have certainly not met any conditions to merit God's love, other than realize He desires to give it and I only needed to receive it. I do believe God's love was always there and pursed me where I was at in my lost and confused world. There was a condition or maybe I should say decision or change of mind though for me to begin enjoying and really know God's love. That decision was a change of direction to turn to God and His goodness, instead of running away from God into my own self-centered world. The Bible calls it repentance, which is simply a change of direction, because while no one is outside God's love, I think there are things which people do defined as sin by God, that are not loving or a part of God's love.
I certainly understand a mother's love, as I had such a mom and I am a mom myself who tries to be loving and supportive of my children even as adults now. What a blessing that you have such a mother! Yet, I also believe real love includes justice and at times such love must take a stand against what is wrong or harmful. I would think that while you were living in her home, if your mother discovered you were stealing from her to buy illegal narcotics, selling drugs to people out of her home, trashing the living room furniture, or abusing children in your bedroom, or any such harmful behavior...she would not tolerate it. Hopefully, depending on the situation she would either call the police, tell you to move out, and/or give you opportunity to changes your ways. Although, my love is unconditional for my son, if I found out he was involved in molesting children or any illegal harmful activity, I would call the police in a second and even sadly watch him go to prison, for the sake of the children and for his sake.
That is how I see God's love. His love is there unconditionally for everyone, yet His loves is in the process of purifying and setting all creation, including us free from the destructive impact of sin. Eternity free of sin with God, is His home. Anyone who wants to keep practicing destructive attitudes and behaviors which harm themselves and others will not be allowed to live there.