Spirit attachments/Evil spirits

Daydreamer87 · Aug 20, 2019

I have been dealing with an evil spirit or multiple evil spirits for 2 years! It began when I moved to an apartment 2 years ago. I truly believe someone or several people died there and I guess never left. Even though I moved into a different apartment, it still followed me.
Anyway I feel the spirit on me at all times! It’s a pressure on my back, blows hot hair on me and overheats my body til I’m sweating bullets when I pray, it’s presence shakes any surface I’m walking or standing on feel like it’s moving so I lose my balance , makes me feel it’s angry & uncomfortable vibrations everywhere I sleep, lean, work, etc. it follows me everywhere I go; work, home, church, out of town to friends house, bathrooms, my car, etc. playing Christian music, praying, thinking of GOD & speaking to GOD, reading the Bible, watching sermons, and REBUKING only pisses it off! Everyone I’ve spoken to always says rebuke it & don’t sin and it will flee. Well it has not!
I’ve had pastors, all separate encounters, that tried doing a deliverance and it was painstakingly obvious it was a fake deliverance and just someone thinking they could get rid of it just by commanding it to go.

I’ve done all I can do. There’s no occult items in my home, yes I’ve been baptized, yes I’ve been asked all the basic u helpful questions. Yes I’ve asked GOD constantly to reveal to me what it is I’m doing and not doing and need to keep doing for this to finally be out of my life. Yes I pray pray pray and yes I’ve plead the blood of JESUS.
***so if anyone has been through this and was freed from it please tell me how. If no one knows about this, I BEG OF YOU TO PLEASE PRAY WITH ME TO GOD ASKING HIM TO REMOVE THESE EVIL SPIRITS FROM EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE!

Enoch07 · Aug 20, 2019

Daydreamer87 said:
***so if anyone has been through this and was freed from it please tell me how.

I'll take your word everything you said is truth.

That being said and having some experience with a similar situation.

The reason it won't leave is because you are not letting it go, for some reason.

You're holding onto something in your past. For me it was abuse (of every kind). Until I started learning how to deal with that did it finally go away with prayer. Prayer will work but only if you are not anchoring the demon subconsciously.

It's possible you might be suppressing something and not even be aware you are holding on to some kind of resentment or pain.

I would suggest a Christian based therapist or a secular one doesn't matter. They can help you discover what you are not able to let go.

NewGuyOnTheBlock · Aug 20, 2019

You poor, tortured soul.

Go to doctor and get checked out. Seriously. Dizziness, vibrations? Might be neurological distress rather than demonic influences. What harm would it do to eliminate physical issues from the equation? And if it is medical rather than supernatural, then you might find the relief you seek?

If that doesn't work, maybe you could try secular counseling? After all, if you have done everything "in faith" that you are supposed to do, and these things are supposed to work according to your beliefs, and they haven't worked ... then maybe its not real or no longer present and it is all in your head? The "power of belief" is, indeed, a two-edged sword.

I do not expect that you will consider any of this advice; but I hope you will. I know the fear that you live in better than you know; because there were times in my life when I was there too.

I named him "Claw".

Sending you my compassion.

Daydreamer87 · Aug 20, 2019

Enoch07 said:
I'll take your word everything you said is truth.

That being said and having some experience with a similar situation.

The reason it won't leave is because you are not letting it go, for some reason.

You're holding onto something in your past. For me it was abuse (of every kind). Until I started learning how to deal with that did it finally go away with prayer. Prayer will work but only if you are not anchoring the demon subconsciously.

It's possible you might be suppressing something and not even be aware you are holding on to some kind of resentment or pain.

I would suggest a Christian based therapist or a secular one doesn't matter. They can help you discover what you are not able to let go.

Thank you for your reply. 1 person said that to me over a year ago but they couldn’t figure out what it was that I was holding on to. My guess was holding on to anger, disappointment, unforgiveness, negative thinking, doubt, misery, all towards the job I hated, the struggle with finishing school, struggle with finances, struggle with certain people, etc. I made so many adjustments in my life and improvements that I felt like there’s no way I’m still holding on to something that’s keeping the spiritual warfare or demons attached to me.

Is there a specific type of counseling or something specific I need to say to a counselor for them to focus on what I may be suppressing and not waste time on anything else? Did you find a religious counselor that you could tell that person you were dealing with a demonic you just went in to your sessions like any other person does?

Daydreamer87 · Aug 20, 2019

NewGuyOnTheBlock said:
You poor, tortured soul.

Go to doctor and get checked out. Seriously. Dizziness, vibrations? Might be neurological distress rather than demonic influences. What harm would it do to eliminate physical issues from the equation? And if it is medical rather than supernatural, then you might find the relief you seek?

If that doesn't work, maybe you could try secular counseling? After all, if you have done everything "in faith" that you are supposed to do, and these things are supposed to work according to your beliefs, and they haven't worked ... then maybe its not real or no longer present and it is all in your head? The "power of belief" is, indeed, a two-edged sword.

I do not expect that you will consider any of this advice; but I hope you will. I know the fear that you live in better than you know; because there were times in my life when I was there too.

I named him "Claw".

Sending you my compassion.

Because of the attacks feeling and being mostly external and because I feel it worse when I am alone (even a few moments to use the restroom) and every night when I try to sleep and every time I pray, I believe this isn’t a mental thing. Only something evil would attack every time I pray, talk to GOD, listen to Christian music, etc.

Also when this started I did think “maybe I can get my brain looked at” But if I go tell a doctor any of this, who knows if it’ll get reported or ill be put in some mental institution. Also not knowing any specific doctors aware of this type of issue means I could end up spending sooo much money going from doctor to doctor giving me the wrong tests.

Daydreamer87 · Aug 20, 2019

Enoch07 said:
I'll take your word everything you said is truth.

That being said and having some experience with a similar situation.

The reason it won't leave is because you are not letting it go, for some reason.

You're holding onto something in your past. For me it was abuse (of every kind). Until I started learning how to deal with that did it finally go away with prayer. Prayer will work but only if you are not anchoring the demon subconsciously.

It's possible you might be suppressing something and not even be aware you are holding on to some kind of resentment or pain.

I would suggest a Christian based therapist or a secular one doesn't matter. They can help you discover what you are not able to let go.

Also when you went through this did you also get attacks every time you tried to sleep? The only time I can sleep if if I take melatonin or sleeping pill. Before it finally went away Did you find a way to keep it away from you so that you could sleep?

Enoch07 · Aug 20, 2019

Daydreamer87 said:
My guess was holding on to anger, disappointment, unforgiveness, negative thinking, doubt, misery, all towards the job I hated, the struggle with finishing school, struggle with finances, struggle with certain people, etc.

It's difficult to say. I dealt with so many issues before I got to the core of mine. I had suppressed the memory of a female babysitter that was sexually abusing me. I had no idea it was one of the things deep in my mind that was holding me back.

The mind is so complex it's hard to pinpoint problems sometimes.

Daydreamer87 said:
Is there a specific type of counseling or something specific I need to say to a counselor for them to focus on what I may be suppressing and not waste time on anything else?

Being a Christian I would look for a Christian based therapist. Let em know what's going on. They will be a bit more understanding, and less judgmental.

Daydreamer87 said:
Did you find a religious counselor that you could tell that person you were dealing with a demonic you just went in to your sessions like any other person does?

I wasn't religious at the time. So I used a regular therapist. But I became religious as I went through the process. Been a die hard Christian ever since.

Daydreamer87 said:
Also when you went through this did you also get attacks every time you tried to sleep?

Yes, that was the most common time for me. It liked to hang out right beside my head as I slept or at the foot of the bed, it would tap or caress the bottom of my foot or just mock/laugh at me near my head.

Daydreamer87 said:
The only time I can sleep if if I take melatonin or sleeping pill.

You will sleep better once you get a handle on things.

Daydreamer87 said:
Before it finally went away Did you find a way to keep it away from you so that you could sleep?

The only thing that helped and this might sound silly and its actually harder to do than you think, especially when your awoken suddenly in the middle of your sleep.

Say this out loud as boldly and with as much authority as you can muster.

"In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, I command you to leave this house!"

That always worked but only temporarily because I hadn't fully dealt with my issues yet.

If like me you deal with whatever issue it is. Say that out loud, annointed your house with olive oil and prayer, a pastor can help with this if needed.

Then you will only have to deal with it seldomly. At times when you are weak it will attack again and again. Say the prayer aloud above, repent and prayer. And you should be good. That's what works for me.

Audie · Aug 20, 2019

Daydreamer87 said:
I have been dealing with an evil spirit or multiple evil spirits for 2 years! It began when I moved to an apartment 2 years ago. I truly believe someone or several people died there and I guess never left. Even though I moved into a different apartment, it still followed me.
Anyway I feel the spirit on me at all times! It’s a pressure on my back, blows hot hair on me and overheats my body til I’m sweating bullets when I pray, it’s presence shakes any surface I’m walking or standing on feel like it’s moving so I lose my balance , makes me feel it’s angry & uncomfortable vibrations everywhere I sleep, lean, work, etc. it follows me everywhere I go; work, home, church, out of town to friends house, bathrooms, my car, etc. playing Christian music, praying, thinking of GOD & speaking to GOD, reading the Bible, watching sermons, and REBUKING only pisses it off! Everyone I’ve spoken to always says rebuke it & don’t sin and it will flee. Well it has not!
I’ve had pastors, all separate encounters, that tried doing a deliverance and it was painstakingly obvious it was a fake deliverance and just someone thinking they could get rid of it just by commanding it to go.

I’ve done all I can do. There’s no occult items in my home, yes I’ve been baptized, yes I’ve been asked all the basic u helpful questions. Yes I’ve asked GOD constantly to reveal to me what it is I’m doing and not doing and need to keep doing for this to finally be out of my life. Yes I pray pray pray and yes I’ve plead the blood of JESUS.
***so if anyone has been through this and was freed from it please tell me how. If no one knows about this, I BEG OF YOU TO PLEASE PRAY WITH ME TO GOD ASKING HIM TO REMOVE THESE EVIL SPIRITS FROM EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE!

I encountered a woman who was convinced that
her landlord was trying to get rid of her.
The way he and his conspirators were doing it was
with "bursts of fumes".
She had no idea how they were doing it, but there
is no doubt she was experiencing an awful thing
on a daily basis. Sudden sickening fumes!

There are various sorts of hallucinations, including
olfactory. Fortunately there was treatment available
to her that relieved her distress.

Audie · Aug 20, 2019

Daydreamer87 said:
Because of the attacks feeling and being mostly external and because I feel it worse when I am alone (even a few moments to use the restroom) and every night when I try to sleep and every time I pray, I believe this isn’t a mental thing. Only something evil would attack every time I pray, talk to GOD, listen to Christian music, etc.

Also when this started I did think “maybe I can get my brain looked at” But if I go tell a doctor any of this, who knows if it’ll get reported or ill be put in some mental institution. Also not knowing any specific doctors aware of this type of issue means I could end up spending sooo much money going from doctor to doctor giving me the wrong tests.

They dont "put people in an institution".
And
However sure you are, remember that
"Who has himself for a doctor has a fool for a patient."

Lack of sleep is super unhealthy and will only make
things worse.

A lot of hospitals now have online help. Start there.
Please?

As someone who has had my own issues to deal
with-PTSD- I know going it alone is a big big mistake.

Daydreamer87 · Aug 20, 2019

Audie said:
They dont "put people in an institution".
And
However sure you are, remember that
"Who has himself for a doctor has a fool for a patient."

Lack of sleep is super unhealthy and will only make
things worse.

A lot of hospitals now have online help. Start there.
Please?

As someone who has had my own issues to deal
with-PTSD- I know going it alone is a big big mistake.

I will try to find some free help online regarding anything I’m holding onto an unaware of or maybe a mental disorder. If I can find something online that’s free (professionals to talk to) I’ll go with that route. Unfortunately at this moment there isn’t any funds I have to go see a doctor about this.

Audie · Aug 20, 2019

Daydreamer87 said:
I will try to find some free help online regarding anything I’m holding onto an unaware of or maybe a mental disorder. If I can find something online that’s free (professionals to talk to) I’ll go with that route. Unfortunately at this moment there isn’t any funds I have to go see a doctor about this.

We all wish you the very best.
Go ahead please and do whatever you can.
There may be more help and less cost than you assume!

George-ananda · Aug 21, 2019

@Daydreamer87

Some thoughts:

Can you try ignoring this. Perhaps noticing this presence spurs it to continue?

Outside of pastors and religious types, you may need to see if there are good psychically astute people in your area that have solid experience in these areas.

Otherwise, I will just send encouragement.

Daydreamer87 · Aug 21, 2019

George-ananda said:
@Daydreamer87

Some thoughts:

Can you try ignoring this. Perhaps noticing this presence spurs it to continue?

Outside of pastors and religious types, you may need to see if there are good psychically astute people in your area that have solid experience in these areas.

Otherwise, I will just send encouragement.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

So at this point in this situation, there’s only some times I can ignore it which is usually at work when it’s trying to bother me. At work It’s at a level where I can fan what I feel away or pray or say things to myself to calm down but unfortunately at home or anywhere alone it pulls out the big guns that I can’t ignore because the feeling is soooo uncomfortable and my body reacts to it’s presence. My body will have spasms and basically my body lets me knows something horrible is going on, something is not right and that’s why I can’t even sleep without taking Advil PM or melatonin.

Even when my mind is 100% focused on anything else, I FEEL it, and see it moving stuff so that’s also how I know this isn’t some sort of completely made-up or imaginary or nonexistent problem!

Daydreamer87 · Aug 21, 2019

I’m currently trying to find a Christian counselor or therapist and the first website I came across that had the option to chat was another bad example of trying to talk to someone who is religious. It started off with the same damn stupid questions that seem to be endless! What is your relationship with Jesus Christ? Can you be more specific? Do you read the Bible every day? Are you a sinner? Followed by “resist the devil and he will flee”. So many people just repeat the what they’ve read in the Bible as if everything will be already at the flip of a switch and if it hasn’t been fixed yet, you’re doing everything wrong cuz it should’ve been fixed the moment you finished praying or the moment you finished reading the 1 or 10 bible verses they suggested.

George-ananda · Aug 21, 2019

Daydreamer87 said:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

So at this point in this situation, there’s only some times I can ignore it which is usually at work when it’s trying to bother me. At work It’s at a level where I can fan what I feel away or pray or say things to myself to calm down but unfortunately at home or anywhere alone it pulls out the big guns that I can’t ignore because the feeling is soooo uncomfortable and my body reacts to it’s presence. My body will have spasms and basically my body lets me knows something horrible is going on, something is not right and that’s why I can’t even sleep without taking Advil PM or melatonin.

I’d say you need to up your battle with help from psychic professionals experienced in this area if possible.

Daydreamer87 said:
Even when my mind is 100% focused on anything else, I FEEL it, and see it moving stuff so that’s also how I know this isn’t some sort of completely made-up or imaginary or nonexistent problem!

I am also a student of the paranormal. Has any other person witnessed this movement of objects?

Daydreamer87 · Aug 21, 2019

George-ananda said:
I’d say you need to up your battle with help from psychic professionals experienced in this area if possible.

I am also a student of the paranormal. Has any other person witnessed this movement of objects?

When this first started I did reach out to some psychics that said they got rid of it and when I said “ummm no. The attacks and things happening to me have lessened but it most certainly is still here cuz I still feel it on me” they would find a nice way to say “ oooo I don’t what on earth you’re dealing with. Good luck with that. Bye”
Then when I started reading the Bible and it says don’t talk to mediums and psychics, I stopped”
And I spent so much money that I didn’t have on psychics and PASTORS that perform deliverances, that now I can’t afford to do that anymore. The deliverances were the worst because of just how obviously fake they were, just like some of the outrageous clips online.

George-ananda · Aug 21, 2019

Daydreamer87 said:
When this first started I did reach out to some psychics that said they got rid of it and when I said “ummm no. The attacks and things happening to me have lessened but it most certainly is still here cuz I still feel it on me” they would find a nice way to say “ oooo I don’t what on earth you’re dealing with. Good luck with that. Bye”
Then when I started reading the Bible and it says don’t talk to mediums and psychics, I stopped”
And I spent so much money that I didn’t have on psychics and PASTORS that perform deliverances, that now I can’t afford to do that anymore. The deliverances were the worst because of just how obviously fake they were, just like some of the outrageous clips online.

Have others seen the moving objects,

Daydreamer87 · Aug 21, 2019

George-ananda said:
Have others seen the moving objects,

Oh I forgot to answer that question. No, others haven’t, which I know makes it sound like it’s imaginary but it’s not. It’s not like a cup or chair will move several feet on it’s on.
What this spirit or spirits do is, in my peripheral vision I’ll see the chandelier at work move side to side or a pen move a few inches several times a day. AT HOME ITS WORSE! At home I see what happens straight ahead! My door bedroom door will move the tiniest bit, the patio blinds will move as if a breeze from inside the house (NO A/C is on or blows that direction) is blowing the blinds. I’ll look directly at the bathroom mirror and I’ll see the drying towel to my left move.
And many many more examples like that

Daydreamer87 · Aug 23, 2019

George-ananda said:
I am also a student of the paranormal. Has any other person witnessed this movement of objects?

With the information I’ve provided in my first original post plus anything additional I can provide, would you or someone else you know that teaches paranormal activity be able to help figure this out? Or even help me find a therapist/counselor that knows how to bring to light what I’m possibly holding on to that is allowing this evil to keep its grasp on me?

George-ananda · Aug 23, 2019

Daydreamer87 said:
With the information I’ve provided in my first original post plus anything additional I can provide, would you or someone else you know that teaches paranormal activity be able to help figure this out? Or even help me find a therapist/counselor that knows how to bring to light what I’m possibly holding on to that is allowing this evil to keep its grasp on me?

The best I can suggest is hitting up the internet or any spiritual/New Age publications in your area.

The unfortunate thing is that people like you have trouble getting help because mainstream society frowns on believing in these people and this kind of stuff and getting non-mainstream professional help. So when someone like you can truly use some help, where do you turn?

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