Michelle71
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Does anyone know anything about unholy spirits or demons? I think my family and I have been living in a house inhabited by a few. It has just recently come to light that three of my five kids have seen entities and wrestled with how those entities have effected them. My children are adults, except for the last who is thirteen. They have all come to me separately; they have not spoken to each other because they were embarrassed or ashamed. Each has described the same or very similar things. I take them seriously not only because they do not know of each others experiences but also because I have my own experiences that can support or validate theirs.
There is one spirit in particular that has caught my attention because they and I have actually seen it. They've all seen it with their eyes, while awake, and I've seen it in the altered state, between being awake and asleep. They've all described seeing the exact same thing, down to the smallest visual details as well as its mannerisms, behaviors, and the effect it had on them. My boys (the adults) only decided to speak up because I had casually mentioned that my youngest daughter and I were seeing and hearing things bump in the night, so to speak. I can describe the creature if anyone is curious.
We all feel a dark heaviness while in the house yet if you leave the house that heaviness does not stay with you. For example, I will be feeling depression and anxiety (in the house), but if I walk down the street I will literally feel those dark clouds parting and the sun coming out. I feel the heaviness lift away. I've been observing the effects of these things on the member of my family for two decades now. I am beginning to believe these are spirits of oppression and I think they use fear, pain, and sadness not just to oppress but to also get you feeling angry enough to lash out or blame and seek out vengeance. Alternately, that anger might get turned inward, causing depression. I think this is the nature of the creature my three children and I have seen. As a side note, I also think there is another spirit that puts lewd and unnatural thoughts in your head or dreams in order to tease out the potential for sexual sins.
I know it sounds nuts, which is why it took so long for any of us to even speak to each other but, it is very real. When I finally understood what I was dealing with - it wasn't necessarily a grossly dysfunctional family - I began trying to expel the spirits in the name of Jesus Christ but, because my husband is an atheist, I've only ever managed temporary change. One day though, I was sleeping in my daughters room. I had fallen asleep listening to the gospel because I felt like I was being watched. Then, I was dreaming that this creature had me paralyzed in the bed and that I was at his mercy. The dream world was where he had power, or so he wanted me to believe. I actually called out, in my dream, "Jesus help me" and I was suddenly awake. The thing hasn't bothered my daughter and I sense. That was a week ago - a long time in this house. In the last week though I've experienced other things - things that fit more in lines with a testimony of Jesus as savior and maybe the beginning of a whole new story. I am curious though ... has anyone had any of their own experiences like this? I'd like to know what I am dealing with.
There is one spirit in particular that has caught my attention because they and I have actually seen it. They've all seen it with their eyes, while awake, and I've seen it in the altered state, between being awake and asleep. They've all described seeing the exact same thing, down to the smallest visual details as well as its mannerisms, behaviors, and the effect it had on them. My boys (the adults) only decided to speak up because I had casually mentioned that my youngest daughter and I were seeing and hearing things bump in the night, so to speak. I can describe the creature if anyone is curious.
We all feel a dark heaviness while in the house yet if you leave the house that heaviness does not stay with you. For example, I will be feeling depression and anxiety (in the house), but if I walk down the street I will literally feel those dark clouds parting and the sun coming out. I feel the heaviness lift away. I've been observing the effects of these things on the member of my family for two decades now. I am beginning to believe these are spirits of oppression and I think they use fear, pain, and sadness not just to oppress but to also get you feeling angry enough to lash out or blame and seek out vengeance. Alternately, that anger might get turned inward, causing depression. I think this is the nature of the creature my three children and I have seen. As a side note, I also think there is another spirit that puts lewd and unnatural thoughts in your head or dreams in order to tease out the potential for sexual sins.
I know it sounds nuts, which is why it took so long for any of us to even speak to each other but, it is very real. When I finally understood what I was dealing with - it wasn't necessarily a grossly dysfunctional family - I began trying to expel the spirits in the name of Jesus Christ but, because my husband is an atheist, I've only ever managed temporary change. One day though, I was sleeping in my daughters room. I had fallen asleep listening to the gospel because I felt like I was being watched. Then, I was dreaming that this creature had me paralyzed in the bed and that I was at his mercy. The dream world was where he had power, or so he wanted me to believe. I actually called out, in my dream, "Jesus help me" and I was suddenly awake. The thing hasn't bothered my daughter and I sense. That was a week ago - a long time in this house. In the last week though I've experienced other things - things that fit more in lines with a testimony of Jesus as savior and maybe the beginning of a whole new story. I am curious though ... has anyone had any of their own experiences like this? I'd like to know what I am dealing with.