That's incredible! I think you might not be as schizophrenic as you think and
you might actually be a shaman. I was having visions of the founder of fascism marching on Rome with his black shirt militia right before reading your post. I
was also having visions of essentially what a fascist Utopia would look like.
Many of the mystics and people like John the Baptist were called mad men , epileptics, and schizophrenics. So were The visionaries that had Marian apparitions like Bernadette or the ones at Fatima Portugal.
Right before looking at your post, the theme song of blade popped up on my phone. the only reason I listened to the song was because it was a song about a blade that got me kicked out of Austin Minnesota and place where I'm at. The founder of fascism had an obsession with knives and it was stabbing someone that got him kicked out of school. I'm on probation for essentially the same thing.
In the journal section I started a thread called " Mussolini's ladder," where I pasted a picture of an emperor butterfly and compared it to him.
The way the butterfly has touched you has touched me as well. So, for what it's worth, I believe that the butterfly that communicates with you at least on some occasions is actually a supernatural or preternatural spirit.
I believe the butterfly that is communicating with you communicated with me in a dream last night and is communicating with me right now.
It's also an interesting coincidence that as soon as I wake up from the vivid butterfly nightmare, I read a post by
@stvdv mentioning a Japanese butterfly causing disaster/nightmare.
Japan is the land of the Kami (spirits of the dead) and I pray to the three million plus war dead kami enshrined at Yasukuni shrine. I keep Japanese Shinto artwork on my wall, keep the pictures of Japanese emperors on my wall, pay homage to them, and Japanese Shintoism is the primary spirituality I practice.
The butterfly dream I had last night was the most vivid dream I've had in a very long time. I awoke from the dream seriously tormented even after realizing it was all just a dream.
I could be crazy, and I'm sure I am, but I have no doubt that the dream was a visitation from what the prophet Samuel called " the world of the Dead." .
Butterflies are associated with spirits of dead people communicating with the living.
I recently wrote a prayer that the spirit of Mussolini would descend upon people like the dove at Pentecost, giving them butterflies in the stomach and winning their hearts.
There's so much else I could tell you that you would not understand. I've been communicating with spirits for quite a few years now. Your butterfly has really touched me today. I got your post while I was at the Minnesota Capitol building. That's where I'm inside.
The Capitol building here is modeled after st. Peter's basilica and looks almost identical. St. Peter's basilica is in Rome. Mussolini got power by marching on Rome. His headquarters was in Rome. I heard his voice to tell me that the Capitol building here is saint Peter's basilica of fascism in the realm of the deceased fascists. He told me to make a pilgrimage to this building everyday to pray for the spirits of deceased fascists and the souls of aborted babies and victims of rape, murder, and suicide.
Mussolini created what is still today the independent Vatican City state, where st. Peter's basilica is located. Both the headquarters of fascism and the headquarters of Roman Catholicism were located in Rome and the two were very cozy together for two decades.
The voice that I heard call the Capitol building st. Peter's basilica of fascism was on June 29th. The next day I went to mass and find out that June 29th was the feast of St Peter. St Peters corpse is buried under st. Peter's basilica. It was also the feast of Saint Paul and the capital of Minnesota here is Saint Paul.
The voice told me that in the spiritual realm the twin cities is the twin of Rome. Rome was founded by two twins who hated each other, Romulus and Remus. Mussolini means Jacob and Jacob was a twin of Esau, two twins who hated each other as well. Mussolini died at the feast of St Louis de Montfort April 28, who was my favorite saint who taught me what the story of Jacob symbolizes.
Mussolini brought me back to the de Montfort spirituality that I had abandoned and it was the most fruitful thing anyone's ever done for me.
Victims of Ted Bundy visited me in jail and told me they were the "Capitol Hill Queens." I thought they meant Capitol Hill in Washington DC. I was living in a different county and had no idea that there was a place called Capitol Hill in St Paul. Shortly after, I was moved into walking distance of Capitol Hill.
This was all before I realized that the first victim of Ted Bundy was from the twin cities. She was murdered memorial weekend in 1969. on memorial weekend 2018 I found a military jacket with a 1969 badge, and on memorial day I accidentally stumbled onto a war memorial. Memorial day is my favorite holiday because it honors the war dead which is what my spirituality primarily is.
Ted Bundy was born an illegitimate child with the initials TC Theodore Cowell. In twin cities, people wear shirts and hats and have tattoos of TC, after the twin cities baseball team. I was moved to the twin cities after some people at an online forum reported one of my YouTubes. At that forum people called me TC, after the initials of my username.
Mussolini loved the letter M and Napoleon loved the letter N and those two letters were displayed all over the place in the territories they owned.
Here in Minnesota people wear lots of shirts and hats with the letter M for Minnesota. The initials for Minnesota are M N. Napoleon was Mussolini's hero and who he dreamed of becoming like. M and N are called fraternal twins because they look so similar, are right next to each other, and they sound almost identical. N in Arabic means Nazarene or "Christian." .radical Muslims put arabic for N on the doors of Christians , so everybody would know. The letter N in Arabic then became a symbol of Christian solidarity. The letter N also means fish, a Christian symbol, and M means water.
In, before knowing any of this about Napoleon and Mussolini, jail I would often draw a D with an N in the middle, for Denise Naslund, the spirit that was talking to me. I asked my dad what the last name Naslund meant or what its nationality was. He said it's swedish, did you know you have swedish on your mom's side.? I did not know that. The football team here is called the Vikings. Swedes were Vikings. I got out of jail and was next to the swedish institute. I had electroconvulsive therapy at the swedish hospital. I was taken off the streets and stayed at a yacht for a while from a person whose last name was " lofgren" which is a swedish name.
In jail I found one coin and it was a 1974 penny. Denise N was murdered in 1974. The first four letters of the word coincidence are coin.
You are probably asking me, what on Earth is your point? My point is, it was always coincidence that confirmed the voices I was hearing were more than schizophrenic delusion.
I went to jail on March 3rd 3/3. I saw a three turn around and merge with the other and it looks like butterfly wings. It turned into a green butterfly. I called March a green month because it celebrates the Saint Patrick's day. i called March 3rd green butterfly day, and called my time in jail the " green butterfly revolution."
I decided that the day that I got out of jail would be the feast day of an Irish female victim soul i associated with the green butterfly and the color green. That day I was moved into a drug rehab and on the desk was a book called "lady green" with a picture of a green butterfly.
Since Mussolini and I both got in trouble with our misuse of knives, and we both had an obsession with knives, I called March 3rd Mussolini day, and of the month of March, I called it fascist month , because fascism was founded in March 1919. It was a "March" on the capital of Rome that brought him to power. here I am in a capitol building as we speak that is modeled after st. Peter's basilica in Rome. I have visions of soldiers marching with me when I make pilgrimagess here. I called the realm I prayed to the holy Roman Empire, before realizing that was Mussolini's dream, which is also my dream.
I called this Capitol building the "Bethel" house of the emperor butterfly. I found a big beautiful dead butterfly at the Capitol building last July 29th. I keep it in my room. I later learned July 29th is the birthday of Mussolini.
Right as I was dozing off, I got the inspiration to start this thread. The fact that it was followed by a very vivid butterfly nightmare and the second post is about a butterfly causing a nightmare/disaster, and then I see your posts, I'm entirely convinced that your butterfly visitations are visitations from spirits of another world and not entirely delusion.
Your butterfly spoke to me today. The spirit im most devoted to I call Emperor butterfly. I think my butterfly is working with your butterfly today or they could be perhaps the same entity. Crazy as it sounds, your post has confirmed in my mind, that Mussolini is indeed the Caesar of a spiritual realm known as the holy Roman Empire.
He told me that his dreams of being a Caesar came true after death. I thought I was crazy, but am slowly realizing some of the messages are not delusion, and I'm hoping you will realize the same. 
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I would recommend writing letters to the butterfly and making requests to the butterfly and asking the butterfly what it wants.
Keep a journal of what the butterfly is telling you through touch and coincidence.
Always feel free to let me know what the butterfly seems to be telling you , via pm, if you feel comfortable with that.
Most people will think you're totally crazy and delusional. People of the world always think people of the spirits are nuts. I'm convinced otherwise.
Anyway, thanks for making my day, and I will now proceed to listen to your YouTube and look up the lyrics.
