I will reply with an anecdotal experience an eye witness testimony for what it's worth, I claimed to be atheist for a long time most of my 20s i had lost faith being in the army during oif and having an unloving abusive wife. Even my heart began to fail every part of my life fell apart and I denied my many supernatural experiences from before dissimissing them as childish fantasies , I listened to Sam Harris often and I made fun of religion mostly because I was angry and felt like God failed me, it culminated in my wife cheating on me having a child with another man and leaving me homeless. I then decided while homeless having lost my relationship with my children loosing everything that i would walk across the country with my only my army C bag and clothes. From Dallas Texas on a very rainy night I began walking towards Colorado to find peace or answer of some kind, and I was crying and with every step my tears fell and the rain poured as if crying with me.
Theres alot that happened I saw alot of suffering and I decided that if God wasn't going to save people than I would adventures doing just that. Long story short a miracle took place in California my heart was in a deadly rythm an arythmia and i was rushed to the hospital as I arrived to my bed I saw reality changing and the Spirit smiled and winked at me i was sure I was going to die and I dying and I began to be condemned and i saw sheol , and at that moment I cried out to Jesus Christ saying " Jesus Christ died on the cross for all of my sins and rose again on the third day!" And it all stopped I survived!
After this I developed a very close relationship with the Lord His Spirit taught me I would ask question about the Bible parts that seemed unloving and the pages of the Bible would flip on their own in the wind to the answers . I was commissioned and I helped people I met angels who knew everything about me and I fought the devil quite literally in a magical game of deceit . I failed and do you know what Jesus did ? He sent angels to clean me out and thats when I met Him, He came in and asked the angel ," what did they do to him?" And she replied but I couldn't understand what she said , but I heard Jesus say in compassion," awww man" and then He asked the angel one question ," does he love Me?" And the angel cried out ," yes!" And immediately in the most beautiful child like voice Jesus said," Father I don't want to lose this one" and the matter was resolved it was over, so I've met Him and I can't tell you super duper secret things but what I can tell you is Jesus Christ is Lord God and God is Love!
Love you all God bless thanks for reading
