So I can't talk myself out of help

dybmh said:

You're doing the right thing making yourself accountable and following thru.

Also, letting us know here on RF is incredibly kind. I know you have many friends here. Knowing you are safe is important to us.

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Ray Warren said:

I will be going to get help by going to a mental hospital this afternoon...I've been suicidal these past few weeks only I didn't say anything...I need help and I'm posting this so I can't talk my way out of getting help...

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ChristineM said:

Whatever you do dont talk yourself out of it. Get all the help you need

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Amanaki said:

The best we humans do when we struggle is to ask for someone to help. But it is difficult to ask for help when not knowing where to ask.
But remember you are a person people care about and you will always be allowed to ask for help and guidance from people in RF, People care about you

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Ray Warren said:

Thank you.For being there and for being a good friend.I enjoy our conversations.

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Ray Warren said:

I will be going to get help by going to a mental hospital this afternoon...I've been suicidal these past few weeks only I didn't say anything...I need help and I'm posting this so I can't talk my way out of getting help...

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Earthling said:

This is the right thing for you to do. If you can, keep us informed. We really do genuinely care about your well being. There may be beauty in silence, but there's beauty in that as well.

Have you been to this particular facility before? Is it the one described in your poem?

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Ray Warren said:

Shoot...I didn't even think about all that...I don't even know if I'm supposed to go to the mental hospital itself or go to a regular hospital so they could put me under psych eval and find me an abvaliable bed in the mental hospital...I have to look that up now...

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Ray Warren said:

I will be going to get help by going to a mental hospital this afternoon...I've been suicidal these past few weeks only I didn't say anything...I need help and I'm posting this so I can't talk my way out of getting help...

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dybmh said:

The ER. They will know what to do.

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Ray Warren said:

thank you

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Revoltingest said:

I have a useless observation....
People are always either getting or giving help.
One can't do just one or the other.

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dybmh said:

Just follow thru. Get checked in.

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74x12 said:

Well you need help.

A word of advice, suicidal thoughts come from evil spirits. Since you're Christian resist them in Jesus name. Resist the devil and he'll flee from you. You have to out loud rebuke the spirits of suicide and pray for God's peace to keep your heart. Don't be afraid of demons. However you may have to fight them off more than once; but if you believe me then you'll do well.

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Jumi said:

Hoping all turns out well for you. There's no shame in getting help.

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