Cacotopia
Let's go full Trottle
I have lost friends mostly, and some select family members have voiced that they have chosen to never speak to me again due to my lacking of faith and openly questioning it.
My mother said to me last year, that she finally accepts that I don't believe and that she is okay with it. And that my skepticism has led me to being a better and more articulate person overall. So that's good I guess, but makes me wonder what she thought of me all these past years. I decided not to press the issue. When we argue matters of faith she says "it upsets her" and she shuts down.
And my aunt who is a devout christian says she prays for me but has voiced that she doesn't want it to be offensive, that she only hopes that I have good fortune in life. But I have noticed that a great majority of my family finds my lack of belief puzzling. I suppose the same can be said of my thoughts about their belief. I don't think I will truly understand why people believe what they believe and make so many excuses for it.
Well that went a little off the rails on topic but meh, if you want to say anything about it or not feel free to unload.
My mother said to me last year, that she finally accepts that I don't believe and that she is okay with it. And that my skepticism has led me to being a better and more articulate person overall. So that's good I guess, but makes me wonder what she thought of me all these past years. I decided not to press the issue. When we argue matters of faith she says "it upsets her" and she shuts down.
And my aunt who is a devout christian says she prays for me but has voiced that she doesn't want it to be offensive, that she only hopes that I have good fortune in life. But I have noticed that a great majority of my family finds my lack of belief puzzling. I suppose the same can be said of my thoughts about their belief. I don't think I will truly understand why people believe what they believe and make so many excuses for it.
Well that went a little off the rails on topic but meh, if you want to say anything about it or not feel free to unload.