Beginning around 1988 I took a nutritional product named Matol.....
I reacted to this substance in a somewhat negative way.....
it was supposed to oxygenate our blood.....
and I believe that it did indeed do that....
.. but by 1990 I was taking far too much of it and I became rather psychic and one day even saw the auras around a flock of Evening Grossbeaks...........
I was also going through some pretty serious theological and philosophical questions at that time......
and I ended up praying about things that any sensible person would know were more than a little dangerous..........
Twenty seven years later and I am convinced that the most foolish prayers that I ever offered up... .were also the ones that accomplished the most..........
All of my major questions have been answered.......
all of them...... and the Being of Light of NDE fame......
which is who I really think I am talking about here......
was way, way, way, way ahead of me in all of my disappointments and questions..........
It is a seriously bad idea to get angry with G-d!