I am not going after your character, but trying to understand your actions and behaviors towards me, when nothing you say that I am doing even remotely resembles me. That is typically projecting one's own shadow on another. For instance, saying I am going after someone's character, while you just finished falsely accuse me of saying, "And here we go again, if one disagrees with you they now begin to inter into the relm of "being a schizophrenic"". That is most definitely a character assassination. You're lucky I haven't yet put you on ignore yet or reported you. But I have always been a believer in attempting reason, kindness, and patience first.
I wonder if you actually do understand what I mean by integration. I seriously doubt you do based on your responses. Would you care to tell me what you think that I am saying?
I very much disagree. It's not the final "test" at all. It's having realized Freedom in the 9th panel, he is now Free and can live life without struggle, without effort. Now comes the fulness part of things.
http://www.columbia.edu/cu/weai/exeas/resources/oxherding.html#picture10
"Finally, the tenth picture shows the enlightened oxherd entering the town marketplace, doing all of the ordinary things that everyone else does. But because of his deep awareness everything he does is quite extraordinary. He does not retreat from the world, but shares his enlightened existence with everyone around him. Not only does he lead fishmongers and innkeepers in the way of the Buddha but, because of his creative energy and the radiance of his life, even withered trees bloom."
This is integrating Freedom into fullness, into life, into the world. It is not the "final test".
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ten_Bulls
10. Return to Society
Barefooted and naked of breast,
I mingle with the people of the world.
My clothes are ragged and dust-laden,
and I am ever blissful.
I use no magic to extend my life;
Now, before me, the dead trees
become alive
This is not a test to overcome the world. It is returning to the world already Free. It is taking Freedom and integrating Fullness, being a part of the world, integrated into it as an Enlightened soul.
http://www.jaysquare.com/ljohnson/ox-herding.html
When the traveller on the Tao reaches his/her goal the 10,000 things are again just as they are, just as they were before entering the gateless gate. Nevertheless he/she is infinitely richer for the experience. Now his/her heart flows with the 10,000 things, ignoring the intoxication of senses and experiencing being MU directly. Everything is MU, MU is "alive", therefore everything is "alive" (or, if you prefer: interdependent and in constant evolution). Everyone is an integral part of the entire cosmos. Impossible (and therefore the attempt is self-defeating) to hold oneself apart from this universal process. Time and space collapse and a dead tree is also a sapling in bloom ("the beauty is invisible"). No longer obliged to follow the ideas (rules) of others, you become autonome, complete. Fully satisfied with oneself, and therefore with everyone and everything (Lord Buddha — upon His illumination: "My work in this life is finished"), there's no need to prolong (or shorten) one's life.
This is what I mean by integrating oneselves in the world. The goal of the mystic is not escape, but integration. It is impossible, and ultimately self-defeating to attempt to hold oneself apart from this process. This is what I hear meant when Jesus says, "You are in the world but not of the world". You are IN the world. "You are the light of the world".
Where I feel the disagreement between us likely stems from is you seem to be saying that you need to escape the world, to remove yourself from it completely, to not attempt to integrate anything on the path of ascension to nirvana. In other words you subscribe to "Flee Samsara, seek Nirvana". And from this you read the Ox-Herding panels in the way you do, which is the "final test" to escape the world (something Zen is not teaching as you can see in all the examples above).
Where I see an integral approach is working both sides of the path of ascension (from the world to God), and the path of descension (from God to the world) at the same time. This is a type of tantric approach, recognizing that freedom is found in fullness, formlessness in form. The more full we are in the world, the more areas of realizing Freedom occur. To be out of balance in the world - inhibits us from finding God, or Freedom, or Realization. We grow spiritually best, when we are whole in body and mind. If we deny and suppress our own emotional and psychological self, we injure ourselves spiritually.
This is what is meant by an integral approach to things. We work to heal and grow the body and mind, in order to better realize the nature of God, or the Absolute in ourselves. It is simply a matter of aligning all things to the Realization of the divine in ourselves in the world. It does so through form, rather than denying and rejecting and fighting against it.
Does that help explain?
Do you not have limbs and organs, a stomach, and a body either? Then why should you not have a personality? I think the thing you fail to understand is that you are still you, and will remain you complete with warts and all!
The difference is you are no longer bound to it as if it is what defines who you are. You realize you are more than the body, but you still have a body. You realize you are more than your ego-self (personality), though you still have it. 10th panel of the ox-herder. He doesn't come back as a non-human. He comes back in full realization of himself. His humanity has been realized in his Enlightened being. He is "in the world, but not of the world". He is eternal, and human, warts, bad kees, sneezes, personality quirks, flaws, stomach cramps, and all.
The 10th panel is after Freedom in the 9th where he "returns to source". Now he lives. Now he is "born again".