As many of you know, over the past few months I've have been having major doubts and questions about my place within Vaishnavism. Long story short, while I have nothing but love and respect for Vaishnavism and Vaishnavas, I find that I did indeed jump the gun too quick with finding a tradition.
After speaking with my guru, I find that it's best that I find my way back to a generally non-sectarian form of Hinduism; a kind where I continue my love and devotion for Krishna and Narasimha, while also showing love for Mahadeva, Ganesha, and Devi. All while continuing association with my teacher, god-brothers, and the community they are building.
If later in life I finally do feel ready to devote my life fully, then they will be waiting. Until then, I suppose it's back to square one for me.
No major reason for this post, I suppose. Just something I wanted to say.
After speaking with my guru, I find that it's best that I find my way back to a generally non-sectarian form of Hinduism; a kind where I continue my love and devotion for Krishna and Narasimha, while also showing love for Mahadeva, Ganesha, and Devi. All while continuing association with my teacher, god-brothers, and the community they are building.
If later in life I finally do feel ready to devote my life fully, then they will be waiting. Until then, I suppose it's back to square one for me.
No major reason for this post, I suppose. Just something I wanted to say.
