Hey Dallas. I haven't been following this whole thread... but I think this is really important!
You can not let others opinion of you control what you do. I am LDS of course, and yeah, I believe in it. But I'm telling you, if you have doubts or questions, IT's OKAY. There is NOTHING WRONG with that. How can we learn, if we do not ask questions and think critically about what we are being taught? It is an important thing to question the things we are taught. It's not a sign of a lack of faith. The only way to obtain truth is to seek after it. The question you need to ask yourself is, do you care about knowing what is truth? If yes, then how much do you care? Are you brave enough to ask questions? Are you willing to accept truth, wherever it may come from? If you really want to know if God exists, and what his nature is, and come to know him, you have to be willing to look and ask questions. I believe that God would be proud of you for being intellectually honest about having doubts, rather than pretending to believe. And if God doesn't exist, why pretend to believe in him?
An honest, sincere search for light and truth is ALWAYS a good thing. I have several friends who have left the church but are sincerely trying to do the right thing. I admire them. That takes a great deal of courage and personal integrity. I guarantee they are learning more about life and existence than their counterparts who are still pretending to believe. T.S. Eliot wrote:
"We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time."
For some of us, that is what it takes. Don't worry man! Just remember, when we do good, we feel good. When we do bad, we feel bad. This is your life we are talking about. No one can live it for you. No one can tell you what to believe or not believe. Just look at yourself and decide what you believe. Always live consistent with those beliefs. And always be seeking to improve and learn. Do this and you will never go wrong. Good luck!