Some thoughts
From a very young age I have wondered about this thing called spirit or soul, or the real me. I have seen me in the flesh from outside the flesh, not once, but quite a few times, the first time I did not know about things like astral travelling or near death experience, I only learned about those things starting at age 18. When I started learning these things from books I have already experienced it. What books taught me was the theory and in books and from books I learned about the pro's and con's of playing or experimenting with supernatural phenomena which I have already experienced but could not understand.
Some of those experiences I do not wish on my greatest enemies. Some of the authors of such books know what they are talking about, which told me that other people exist who also experience so called supernatural phenomena.
I did not join cults or groups regarding these phenomena, in my opinion the guy next to me who did not experience these things are lucky, he lives a normal life free of all kinds of encumbrances, and it is not my intention to complicate anybody elses lives.
Being a human being and living amongst other human beings I decided at the age of 18 to study life from the normal human beings perspective, simply because it would allow me to go my way in peace. I never enrolled or graduated from any institute, my investigations were done through visiting libraries and reading up on many subjects, taking notes, comparing notes with what I have learned from the bible or religious scriptures, eventually after many years I realized that the bible was only a piece of history not placed in the history books but outside of it in order to help governing the masses.
The above is only a short overview, let's get back to spirit:
We know about creationism and evolution; creationists believe that a supernatural being or God created this place we call earth and everything on it in the order we know it; (the food chain, and humans being the more intelligent and therefore the ruler of it all).
Evolution tells us from a scientific point of view that we and everything else evolved through many processes, like natural selection, mutations based on survival etc. It is a scientific theory that the first living thing was a very small single celled creature or organism which first appeared some three billion years ago.
WHAT IF; that small insignificant single cell organism which is regarded as first life were given life by spirit, (scripture, which is actually a piece of history, stated that nothing can live without spirit). And what if Evolution is right, what if you and me were first the spirit driving those small organisms, and through all those processes became mankind, take into consideration that those small organisms still exist this very day, which tells us that creation doesnt stop, and think about the fact that we or mostly the scientists have great empathy and compassion for that very minute pieces of life, regarding them with awe and respect.
Have you ever wondered why we have empathy with our planet and all of its living particles however big or small; yes we fear most of them, but we also hold them in awe, could it be because once we were them?
We know people who love germs, insects, snakes, trees, flowers animals of all kinds, we look at them and we get the creeps, but we leave them to do it.
Why do we sometimes feel so incredible guilty when we kill a spider, or a mosquito, we even say sorry at times, some people even shed a tear?
Could it be because we somehow remember; this thought go through our minds when we kill them; (perhaps there are children who are going to die without food now, aahh tough ****, it was going to bite me anyway). Am I crazy? Most of us have those 'flashes', we won't however state it on a public forum, it's ok, I just did, for all of us.
Some of you live in the U.S, you know about the culture of some of the Indian tribes who thank the spirits of the animals they kill for food, do they perhaps know something we don't? And yet we call ourselves civilized!
Some of us tend to think we are god experiencing itself through many humans over and over again, but are we? We are spirit living in flesh, spirit driving this body yes, but also a fairly new spirit who when it eventually realize just how incredible life really is and finally understand it, will move on to another dimension of life, to become part of real creation! Experience life in all it's fullness, deciding what life forms to put on some planet somewhere in one of many galaxies in the universe; space is after all, infinite!
Being part of that other dimension or heaven if you wish do not make you a God, just a greenhorn learning new things, an apprentice, who in that world will be amongst the least again.
Follow up on next post.
walmul