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found myself writing another article for the new Mormon.org site (for whenever it finally gets up and running - I can't wait!) even though I'm supposed to be packing. (It's just a bunch of junk, I don't like junk, so I don't like packing it... can't I just travel with the shirt on my back? humph.)
There were several questions reguarding women in the church - why can't women hold the priesthood? Why can't women be bishops? etc. etc. I think most will answer this one with motherhood is the equiv of priesthood - the poor guys have to have some role to play, or they would be left out completely, yada yada...
rather repeat what I think others will surely say...
Did that make sense? It's hard to really convey the concept I guess... ppl will think "she's just crying sour grapes over leadership roles she will never have" - but honestly, that's not it. If given the choice, I would actually prefer to be "with" people instead of in-front-of them. so humble and gracious I know but really, it's fun to be with people!
There were several questions reguarding women in the church - why can't women hold the priesthood? Why can't women be bishops? etc. etc. I think most will answer this one with motherhood is the equiv of priesthood - the poor guys have to have some role to play, or they would be left out completely, yada yada...
rather repeat what I think others will surely say...
Matthew
19:30 But many that are first shall be last; and the last shall be first.
Matthew23:1 - 12
1 THEN spake Jesus to the multitude, and to his disciples,
2 Saying, The scribes and the Pharisees sit in Moses' seat:
3 All therefore whatsoever they bid you observe, that observe and do; but do not ye after their works: for they say, and do not.
4 For they bind heavy burdens and grievous to be borne, and lay them on men's shoulders; but they themselves will not move them with one of their fingers.
5 But all their works they do for to be seen of men: they make broad their phylacteries, and enlarge the borders of their garments,
6 And love the uppermost rooms at feasts, and the chief seats in the synagogues,
7 And greetings in the markets, and to be called of men, Rabbi, Rabbi.
8 But be not ye called Rabbi: for one is your Master, even Christ; and all ye are brethren.
9 aAnd call no man your father upon the earth: for one is your Father, which is in heaven.
10 Neither be ye called masters: for one is your Master, even Christ.
11 But he that is greatest among you shall be your servant.
12 And whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted.
The above scriptures illustrate the point that those who seek to be “in front of others” are missing the point. The purpose of the church is to create a community in which we are all fellow heirs of Christ, side by side, “with” one another rather than “in front of”. I delight in being a female in the church, because it affords me the opportunity to be “with” others. Organization and leadership is needed, but honestly, the glory of it all lies in being within the midst of it all.
I love to read, and one of my favorite people and author is Jacques Lusseyran. He said “Love is an end of living in front of things, and a beginning of living with them” Lusseyran went blind at the age of 8. He described the paradigm shift of going blind in such a way that after reading his books, you wish you were blind too. He said that when he could see he was always standing off at a distance, superficially scanning the surface of things, standing in front of things. After losing his ability to see, he no longer stood in front of things viewing them from far off. He stood with them instead. After reading his book, I tried the experiment of closing my eyes, and walking around a room. As you close your eyes, everything disappears; you might as well be surrounded by nothing but void/vacant space. What lies around only comes into existence after you reach out and actually touch it. It was true. It is impossible for blind people to live in front of things. They only live with what they can reach out and touch. Lusseyran’s gift of being with others enabled him to screen applicants of spies, and therefore lead an underground resistance movement against the Nazi’s in WW2. Later he was imprisoned within the Buchenwald concentration camp. His blindness enabled him to see the people, rather than the wretchedness, in the camp. Of the camp he wrote:
“…I still had 11 months ahead of me in the camp. But today I have not a single evil memory of those three hundred and thirty days of extreme wretchedness. I was carried by a hand. I was covered by a wing. One doesn’t call such living emotions by their names. I hardly needed to look out for myself, and such concern would have seemed to me ridiculous. I knew it was dangerous and it was forbidden. I was free now to help the others, not always, not much, but in my own way I could help…. I cannot try to show other people how to go about holding on to life. I could turn toward them the flow of light and joy which had grown so abundant in me. From that time on they stopped stealing my bread or my soup. It never happened again. Often my comrades would wake me up in the night and take me to comfort someone, sometimes a long way off in another block. Almost everyone forgot I was a student. I became “the blind Frenchman.” For many I was just: the man who didn’t die.” Hundreds of people confided in me. The men were determined to talk to me. They spoke to me in French, in Russian, in German, in Polish. I did the best I could to understand them all. That is how I lived, how I survived. The rest I cannot describe.”
In short, Lusseyran discovered what living “with” people was all about. Living with people saved his life.
Our prophets and apostles are great men, and are equally yoked with their wives. I wish we could hear more from their wives during conference meetings, but suspect that their wives have learned the value of remaining in the midst of others, rather than allowing themselves to be paraded into the spotlight. We learned of the great power of President Hinckley’s wife Marjorie after she passed away and we all witnessed President Hinckley’s great sorrow in her absence. She once said:
"I don't want to drive up to the pearly gates in a shiny sports car, wearing beautifully, tailored clothes, my hair expertly coiffed, with long, perfectly manicured fingernails. I want to drive up in a station wagon that has mud on the wheels from taking kids to scout camp. I want to be there with a smudge of peanut butter on my shirt from making sandwiches for a sick neighbors children.
I want to be there with a little dirt under my fingernails from helping to weed someone's garden. I want to be there with children's sticky kisses on my cheeks and the tears of a friend on my shoulder. I want the Lord to know I was really here and that I really lived. " — Marjorie Pay Hinckley
Marjorie Pay Hinckley did not live out in the limelight in front of others, she lived with people – in the midst of them. We all honor and celebrate her as being a true disciple of Christ.
Did that make sense? It's hard to really convey the concept I guess... ppl will think "she's just crying sour grapes over leadership roles she will never have" - but honestly, that's not it. If given the choice, I would actually prefer to be "with" people instead of in-front-of them. so humble and gracious I know but really, it's fun to be with people!