Specifically, you said you wished you had never been born (something like that). That's very close to wanting to be dead. But look, if I've got it wrong and you are OK, if sad, then nobody is happier than me.
OK if you say so. I have volunteered on a suicide help line, and was a Stephen Minister at church for a while. Some things you said were flashing red lights to me. I'd rather be wrong than ignore something like that.
Dear one, I hear a desperate unhappiness in your "God not loving thread". I am thinking of you and hoping you can get through this, as you have so much in the past. Can you imagine a huge hug from me? It's the best I can do here.
Ignore the mild flirting, that's just something I do, also in an attempt to cheer you up. I'm in a stable relationship, and I'm way past the age when I want to screw around anyway. In short, I'm safe. My name is Tony. Please don't share it online. (A polite refusal will not offend me).
Hi. I just wanted to followup on our short conversation about cats. You seem so sad, and that bothers me. If you could use another (offline) friend that is very good at listening, won't judge you and will attempt to cheer you up with humor, I'm here. [continued]