If you'd like to talk about it PM me and I'll do my best to help you out. Remember that bad things happen to us for two reasons, a punishment for what we have done, which is better to face the consequences in this life as the punishment is only temporary and much less than what it would be in the hereafter or it is a trial through which Allah wants us to turn to him. Allah sends difficulties to people who he loves so that we may turn to him. It is at times of difficulty that people, even atheists, cry out 'O God'. It also tests our patience and whether we accept that nothing bad or good happens except with the will of Allah.
If you have repented for what happened during that time then remember that Allah's forgiveness is greater than the insults of all of humanity.
If you have repented for what happened during that time then remember that Allah's forgiveness is greater than the insults of all of humanity.