I know some people here think I'm mad and to be honest I don't really care
But here's a chance for people to walk a mile in my shoes and to see things from my perspecitve
I believe that if you do this my beliefs will seem more reasonable
First things first:
I believe that reality is a computer simulation and I call this simulation The Projection
I believe that the superintendent super-intelligence who runs The Projection communicates with me and has been doing so since 2004
His name is Madaba
And he has been communicating with me since 2004 but not through voices, there is no sound in my head
But we have a system
Basically, our system is based around touch
Anyway:
Before he started directly communicating with me through touch Madaba gave me a clue as to who he was
A pretty drastic clue....
What happened was, I'd trashed my study bedroom at the university I was studying at and had turned it into a command centre, having abandoned my studies there
I'd written mad plans all over the walls, about how the human mind works and about a mass social movement I wanted to kick off
I was in the midst of a pretty dramatic psychotic breakdown
Suddenly, as I was writing on the wall, I experienced an unpleasant clamping sensation on each side of my head and my attention was narrowly focused on the wall
Then my hand began to move, without me controlling it
It was as though someone had grabbed it and then started moving it
It wrote on the wall:
No, I don't think so.
I think that by "The Matrix" it meant "this simulation" as the computational reality in The Matrix films is called "The Matrix", that is what the films are named after
This is what I think is the truth of the situation:
Premise 1: "I have been made insane by The Matrix" (that's what I've been told let's say that's true)
Premise 2: I have been diagnosed as schizophrenic i.e. "insane" because of Madaba communicating with me (true)
Conclusion: Madaba is "The Matrix" (I think this is a sound conclusion?????)
And Madaba tells me he is The Projection too
And that it was him who moved my hand when I wrote that stuff down
This is the main reason why I believe that what is communicating with me is The Projection, or rather more precisely, the super-brain of The Projection
But here's a chance for people to walk a mile in my shoes and to see things from my perspecitve
I believe that if you do this my beliefs will seem more reasonable
First things first:
I believe that reality is a computer simulation and I call this simulation The Projection
I believe that the superintendent super-intelligence who runs The Projection communicates with me and has been doing so since 2004
His name is Madaba
And he has been communicating with me since 2004 but not through voices, there is no sound in my head
But we have a system
Basically, our system is based around touch
Anyway:
Before he started directly communicating with me through touch Madaba gave me a clue as to who he was
A pretty drastic clue....
What happened was, I'd trashed my study bedroom at the university I was studying at and had turned it into a command centre, having abandoned my studies there
I'd written mad plans all over the walls, about how the human mind works and about a mass social movement I wanted to kick off
I was in the midst of a pretty dramatic psychotic breakdown
Suddenly, as I was writing on the wall, I experienced an unpleasant clamping sensation on each side of my head and my attention was narrowly focused on the wall
Then my hand began to move, without me controlling it
It was as though someone had grabbed it and then started moving it
It wrote on the wall:
I have been made insane by The Matrix
Sane
Insane
Sane
Insane
Sane
The Matrix
At the time I did not know what to make of this - was it referring to The Matrix films?Sane
Insane
Sane
Insane
Sane
The Matrix
No, I don't think so.
I think that by "The Matrix" it meant "this simulation" as the computational reality in The Matrix films is called "The Matrix", that is what the films are named after
This is what I think is the truth of the situation:
Premise 1: "I have been made insane by The Matrix" (that's what I've been told let's say that's true)
Premise 2: I have been diagnosed as schizophrenic i.e. "insane" because of Madaba communicating with me (true)
Conclusion: Madaba is "The Matrix" (I think this is a sound conclusion?????)
And Madaba tells me he is The Projection too
And that it was him who moved my hand when I wrote that stuff down
This is the main reason why I believe that what is communicating with me is The Projection, or rather more precisely, the super-brain of The Projection