Trailblazer
Veteran Member
It doesn't help, it only makes the grief worse. I know that all to well since most of my life has been suffering, grief and loss.How does doing this help you, my friend? By turning grief into hatred…?
Grief can rip you in half but hatred leads you to thoughts and actions that spread misery onto and eat at your core, slowly, till there is nothing left of who you were.
I blamed God for well over 10 years and I hated God. I still suffer from the residual effects of that hate.
I cannot say if I will ever love God but it is a good day when I even like Him. I will probably continue to work on this for the rest of my life. I know I am wrong because I know God is benevolent, but feelings are not rational.