I see him (what's written about him) as an ordinary man. I do believe energies/spirits but not of those I'm not related to by blood line and in person.
And here's the rub: "
what's written about him."
What's written has some problems, as do the various interpretations of what's written; and the fact that there are no first-person sources further complicates the situation.
The books we have in the standard New Testament are not the only books/gospels about Jesus. There are many others, but certain ones were chosen -- by committees -- with agendas.
The modern Bible was compiled to fit the doctrines of an existing sect, not vice versa.
Even given the standard books, there are and have been many very different interpretations of Jesus' nature, who he was and what his concerns were, among various sects and churches and sects through the ages.
The Jesus' of today's Baptists, Gnostics, JWs and LDS are not the same person.
Which churches have been declared heretical seems to have been decided politically.
The bible is ambiguous.
Bring in the rejected gospels, and the picture of Jesus and the early church becomes even more clouded.
Include known alterations, copy errors and embellishments and the occlusion grows.
Finally, there are the particular interpretations, spins and cherry-picks of individual churches.
The faithful are brought up in a specific church, familiar with a particular doctrine, unexposed to alternate interpretations, and discouraged from investigating alternatives or critically analyzing their own churches' doctrines. The ontological truth of their beliefs is questionable.