Explain how this is special pleading? It is not of course, but I am interested in why you believe it is.... I will tell you this I believe your confusion stems from the fact that we begin with different presuppositions and it exactly these extra-scientific presuppositions, both the ones you begin with and ours, about which we disagree. Part of the problem is that you largely deny that hold extra-scientific presuppositions at all, which of course you must because they are a necessary part of every belief system. This disingenuous attitude is largely I believe why you don't recognize your own fallacious reasoning even while erroneously ascribing such failure to reason consistently to us. It is the very things you are guilty. Along these line is something that has become more and more evident to me is that your rationalizations stem completely from your failure to acknowledge, in any way, shape or form the power your desires (which are--and in oppositions to wants which are conscious--always unconscious) have in swaying your conscious perception of reality. You have this big blind spot in which you attempt to fill with projections. With that being said, again please explain your case for how this is special pleading--and do try to present your own presuppositions do the degree you are able and as clearly as you can? Then I will begin the process of teasing out the presuppositions in which you are appealing but have failed to acknowledge, and we can together discover how this fuels your fallacious conclusions.
Also it would be helpful if you explain what you believe special pleading to be so that we might be sure your confusion isn't even more basic, i.e. that you just don't really understand what the fallacy actually is.