I like power, i like intensity, i'm extremely ambitious and can't easily satisfy my ego. I enjoy attention, and crave it on occasions. I have a lot of empathy for almost everything around me, and it's very extreme that it on many times possibly works against itself.
I enjoy confrontation, detest losing, hate mediocrity and enjoy feeling different. I like having a big purpose in life, being part of 'something important', and working hard to serve that purpose. I love helping people, and anything else i can be helpful towards in general. It's one of the most refreshing things to me. I don't like much of what i perceive of life, and that greatly disheartens me.
That's mostly what i can conclude right now when i think about the god concept i used to have. But it's reaffirmed by other experiences as well.