I have studied it like crazy, especially the last seven years. It's been plagiarized and changed, depending on prevailing attitudes. It was meant for the time it was written I think. Thank you. I will think on that.
I too was stuck in the church system for most of my young years. I had no idea that what I was being taught in church was cods wallop. What I took for granted as truth, turned out to be anything but. The lies would curl your hair!
After I left the church, I went searching for a religion that would agree with what was in my heart...but it also had to agree with God's word. For some reason I never lost faith in the Bible as the word of God. I took excursions into eastern religions but could not get past the idolatry. I knew God hated idols because that was part of the Ten Commandments. I still believed in those. I really didn't know what to believe any more. I was starting to think that there was no God. The churches were basically all the same just separated by labels...full of hypocrites! Then someone knocked on my door. When I started asking questions....I liked the answers. These were questions I could never get an answer to in church. So I accepted a Bible study.
When I studied the Bible free from the teachings of Christendom, a whole new world opened up to me. I had never seen the Bible as one story from beginning to end. I had snatches taught to me but the pieces of the puzzle never made sense. Now they make perfect sense. The Bible is a book about people and human nature. It is as relevant today as it was when it was written, because basically people don't change. They have exactly the same emotions and responses as the people back in Bible times.
My favourite book is Genesis. I had no idea that there was so much to learn from just one book! I thought I knew what it said...but I was so wrong! Reading the scriptures with a fresh eye, divorced from Christendom's version of events, I see it as the best guide ever in life. I see that God had a purpose for the earth and all living things on it. But by giving his human creation free will, he had to allow sufficient time to prove to them that abusing it would never result in freedom or happiness. Every problem in this world has the abuse of free will as its source. Humans have failed to recognise what God told Adam in the beginning.....obey and live...disobey and die. Obedience to God is always for our benefit....never to our detriment. So what have we as a species learned from Adam's course?
Very little apparently. I believe that will all be addressed in the near future. The Lord's Prayer answers a lot of questions all by itself. I parroted off that prayer every week without a clue as to what Jesus was telling us to pray for. Now I know.
Do you have unanswered questions? I did, lots of them.....they aren't unanswered anymore.
Happy to share if you like.
Don't throw God and Jesus away....they are just waiting for you to discover them.