I'm curious if you did, did you feel you got results from experimenting with theism? Did it feel like you were connecting to something beyond and what brought you back to non-theism?
Started out (technicality) with theism, Christian fundamentalism to be specific.
Hated the rules, the thoughts, actions, people in general, and wasted days of my life.
I don't think there was ever anything I actually liked about it.
There was no connection, not that I recall anyways (it has been close to 11 years).
Don't want one if there was.
I will likely never experiment with a theism again, not out of being a bigot but from the lack of logic.
If you haven't gone to church before all you hear, IMO, is what they expect you to believe.
And without question to boot.
Absolutely ridiculous.