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I am very fearful of confrontation. It literally makes me shake and tremble. Yet I must honestly admit, I get a rise out of it. I avoid it and yet I know I am inherently confrontational. You would think the opposite if you knew me.
They are other things, but enough about me. How about you? Do you embody things that, if you look honestly at your self, you actually fear or hate? Or do you act consistently with the traits you, yourself admire? |
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I dislike that I always say things the wrong way and people end up thinking I'm hating. If most people ever met me off RF they'd see this is far from who I am. People who know me in life tend to describe me as very loving, kind hearted, wise spirit, heart of gold, etc. I have communication problems because of Asperger's and the internet makes it harder because it's more limited.
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Life is spicy, why downplay it.
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Unlike my father, I'm overtly sensitive. As such, I'm often conflicted and am horribly self-critical. I hate that I'm romantic. I'm comfortable with the fact that I love...genuinely. When I put forth effort, I do so to the best of my ability. I take ownership of my wrong doings. It sounds lame but I am overall a "sweet" girl. But, there's fire within me and I can be tenacious at times. I'm deeply passionate about some things. I have shocked the heck out of myself with things that I've said and done when standing up for myself in the work place or when defending something that I believe in. I do appreciate those moments. They're far and few between but they make me feel less small and invisible. |
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You're a very sweet girl fearful of the selfish angry girl that lurks beneath? That is what I mean. That is how I feel. Am I a product of my own fears in that I manifest an image to counter who I fear I really am...? |
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And R we all?
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All except Caladan
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I think people are, on a more or less fundamental level, what they love. That is, understanding "love" to mean here something like "What they affirm". On a bit less fundamental level, they are an often more temporary construct of what they love and what they fear. Love and fear -- rather than love and hate -- being understood to be sort of opposites. And love, in this second case, being understood not as "What they affirm", but as "What they desire".
Sorry for the clumsy language, I couldn't figure out off hand any better.
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Last edited by Sunstone; 02-01-2011 at 09:08 PM.. |
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